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I know you are running from the truth and it is sad.
But so was I. I really really got blind because it was new and I felt that you and everything was perfect. I was running from the truth.
In one way, I regret that I gave you my all because I sat you first in a way you never did.
Eventhough you somtimes were wonderful to me, I couldnt be there pretending that I was your whole world like you were mine. You couldnt love me more than a few weeks because you dont love yourself.
But I will be strong and not try to change that, because I cant change somebody else. The thing that is hurting me the most is the way I got blinded by the first love, so much that I gave so much time for someone that didnt appreciated me and my time.
The reason I am writing this is because there are still many questions and comfusions and I am trying to get rid of them.
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